Beloved Community,
Emotion is E-motion—Energy in Motion—the movement of life through our inner landscape. And lately, I have witnessed more and more how people unconsciously create a reality that continuously triggers them. When we live from the subconscious, life becomes a mirror of everything we have not yet wanted to feel, see, or integrate.
Unconscious individuals often believe the source of their suffering lies outside themselves. Perhaps you recognize some of these situations:
– Someone says something “unfair” or “not true” and you feel instantly attacked.
– A partner repeatedly touches an old wound and you blame them for your pain.
– A family member criticizes you and you collapse internally or explode outwardly.
– A colleague triggers your insecurities, making you feel small or defensive.
– Politics or societal views make you feel powerless, angry, or deeply frustrated.
Very often, the five closest people in our lives—partners, family, friends, colleagues—serve as the strongest mirrors. But the external world at large can trigger us just the same.
When people create a life from the subconscious, they often feel powerless. Life delivers situations that push them out of control. They may experience emotional eruptions—like volcanic outbursts—or fall into freeze, flight, or fight mode. Our nervous system reacts impulsively, and we find ourselves behaving in ways that don’t feel aligned with who we truly are.
Reaction, in this sense, is not presence. It is an impulsive movement based on old programs—on “right vs. wrong,” “good vs. bad,” the duality of black and white. It is energy recycled from the past, not created from consciousness.
But the deeper truth is this: we are creating our entire life—every facet of it.
Because the subconscious stores what we have pushed away, it continues to create from shadow. And when we reject responsibility, blame others, or refuse to look within, we generate more karma and reinforce the repeating cycle. We do not resolve the situation; we do not find inner peace.
And let us be honest—you and I are included in this. Until we are completely enlightened—until every shadow has been brought out of the subconscious and into harmony—we still carry stored programs that create a resonance field around us.
The Universe lovingly brings forth the exact programs that are ready to be seen, healed, and transmuted. Everything is tailor-made. Every trigger is an invitation. Every emotional wave is a doorway. Life is asking us to evolve.
To bring shadows into light.
To heal old trauma.
To reclaim the power we once abandoned.
This is a lifelong journey, requiring attention, discipline, and devotion to our own ascension path. It is not about religion or belief—it is about empowerment.
Through inner work—such as meditation, awareness, breathwork, observing emotional patterns, shadow integration, energy practices, conscious reflection, and nervous system regulation—we transform and heal. In doing so, we reclaim our original life force and return to our essence.
From there, alignment with Divine Will becomes natural. The heart opens. We step into conscious co-creation with the Universe.
Soul desires become possible.
Magic enters the field.
Lightness and joy awaken.
One powerful way to quiet the mind, strengthen your alignment, activate the vertical power column, and reconnect with both the stars and the earth is through our weekly gathering.
Every Monday morning from 7:00–7:30 CET, we meet live on Zoom for our Weekly Soul Gathering.
Tomorrow, we will be guided through a meditation I received this week in Glastonbury on the Michael–Mary gridlines—an activation of the perfect balance between the sacred masculine and feminine.
If you recognize yourself in anything written above, join us. Clear a piece of your subconscious, integrate scattered soul particles, and embody a little more of your higher self.
Weekly Soul Gathering on Monday
Date: 1 Dec 2025
Time: 07:00 AM (Amsterdam, Berlin, Rome, Stockholm, Vienna)
Repeats every Monday
Zoom Link:
https://us06web.zoom.us/j/88912023715?pwd=4bzfeo8w8bUtdkbaJ3BeRfiZi7pNcv.1
Meeting ID: 889 1202 3715
Passcode: ascension
May this message serve as a gentle reminder that every emotion is a movement of energy guiding you home to yourself. Whatever arises in you is not a setback but an opening, an invitation into deeper truth, presence, and freedom.
Thank you for walking this path of awakening with such courage and devotion.
Together, we rise—into greater love, greater awareness, and greater embodiment of who we truly are.
With all my love,
Uta